Here i am diary.. feeling down sad and troubled.. Nah.. not really that serious lar.. but hor.. just feel that life like very meaningless. Still single.. haizz.. been like that for so many years le. Need to brace myself up .. hmm.. woke up this morning.. had a tiff with my brother.. as usual.. Changing from back to worse.. i know i am quite lazy.. but still he dont have to talk so loud to ignite a fire.. couldnt bother him. shortly after that recieved a phone call from desmond to have breakfast.. went to eat with him at the char siew rice stall there.. then went for my course lor.. immediately got project work to do liao.. Sian.. tot can play.. schedule really packed.. Need to ask lta Jason whether can help or not.. Team consists of me and vithyia.. Sadly no other chinese girls.. dun feel that song leh.. haiya.. wat to do leh.. Need some other experienced office ladies le.. Never mind le.. DEpend on myself.. Independence. Easier said then done.. Hazzz... WEnt to suntec to chou bo. Ate wif calvin and david later they go lim jiu again.. followed them. Terence and another gal came along.. Tok tok then took bus 960 come back le.. Stopped by at bugis mum shop.. Doing painting.. Bought 2 drinks for the workers.. Saw Albert nuthing to tok to him also.. Haa.. Shucks.. here i am back ... writing haiya... life is like tat for me i guess.. when can i see some improvement in myself unless i have a gf i guesS?.. Sucks